I went out Thursday night knowing full well that I had to get up Friday. But we have a friend who has been in a relationship with this woman for 4 1/2 years and they never have any money to do anything. My husband asked them to go out and they were hesitant but decided to go. They had fun. I was glad to see Tommy happy. I haven't seen him in almost 4 years so that was nice too.
Needless to say i went out and had a few Malibu Bay Breeze's, which didn't do anything to me in the sense of getting drunk or even a buzz. The problem started when I woke up after only 2 hours of sleep and had to go to work for 8.5 hours. I made it, barely. Thanks Jess for helping me out. She is so sweet. You know how when you or someone you knows get tired you act stupid? Well that was me. You would swear I was high I laughed about the stupidest things. Had stupid thoughts going through my head and I would just laugh.
I send Jess an email. Now you have to understand we work in the same office space but she is about 20-25 feet away with her back to me. So anyway I sent her and email (acting stupid) I said I am so tired I feel like I'm gonna pass out. Can you throw a few meatballs at me to keep me awake. I knew when she read it because she about got whip lash turning around to look at me like WHAT? She emails me back "you poor dear, I am so sorry but I am fresh out of meatballs" I started laughing because she was playing along. We work in an office setting, in an educational department so there are no meatballs around. Unless of course you count those 2 meatball college girls that like to giggle and snicker all the time. We decided to go on to MySpace.com to view their profiles and the one question asks "How are you towards people you don't like?" her reply: "polite but short." OK I can see that. Jess (the dramatic person she is) started Oh my god she doesn't like me that is how she is towards me. I knew there was something about her and the way she spoke to me. She is short but definitely polite. Get over it. So Jess and I were filing yesterday and the same girl walks by me and gives me the insincere smile. I looked at her and raised an eyebrow. I turned and looked at Jess and said, hey don't pretend you like me, I'm sick of it." and of course as serious as I wanted to be, I busted out laughing. She looks at me and says I'm sorry did I give you the wrong impression. I said if you stop then I will stop, ok. Alright then, it's settled. I turned around and filed one more item and turned back towards Jess and said all seriously "you're still taking me home right?" (my car broke down on Wednesday) she said "Of course we are still going to stop and look at those Jeep's right?" -a conversation we were discussing earlier, we both want a Jeep.
So back to the point, I came home about 4:30-4:45, had dinner done around 6:00, ate and laid on the couch. I slept off and on until about 8:00 (more on then off)when my hubby and boy got home. Then I slept until 11:00pm. Got up smoked a cigarette and went to bed until 5:00am this morning. I thought I would get up, on my own about 3am and clean house while everyone else was sleeping but nope I slept, i was really tired. I sat here trying to analyze yesterday and it is one BIG BLUR.
I guess the thing I learned is there is no way I am going out on a Thursday again unless I can be home by 11pm which is usually when I go to bed.
